Pairing: The Doctor/Martha
Word Count: 100
Prompt: 4. I need to want you
Disclaimer: Belongs to the Beeb, who coincidently also own my soul.
He dreams about before. Dreams are subjective; rather he remembers before. Remembers what he should've done differently.
What would it have hurt, giving in to some desires he might've felt for the brilliant human woman?
Everything, he thinks. Would've torn a hole through him, letting her in. Instead, he tore a hole through her. Broke her heart.
He thinks that he should've given in. Should've let himself want her. Maybe it would've changed how everything turned out.
Maybe it wouldn't.
He searches for a bit of wiring to fix and tries not to think about it anymore.
He does, of course.